have u ever sat in front of the t.v thinking wow that girl/guy was great abs or great arms,legs,ass or whatever....why in the hell aren't mine looking like that?!

i mean yes i was up all nite and if i dont have work or go to uni then im probably gonna sleep the rest of the day off waking up late afternoon and going out without eating let alone eating healthily and my diet for the rest of the nite will consist of booze,ciggies and maybe a few pills ending with a nice kebab at 3 or 4 a.m.

So what do i do? i sign up to the gym which im gonna go to once or twice then never again coz getting ready to go gym is like getting ready for a nite out takes forever even if u aint trying 2 impress some1 u say just incase like u'll run into your "soul mate" in the showers or the suana which most of the space in it has been taken up by some obese hairy guy that looks like he's having a stroke but doesn't realise it and im praying to GOD he doesn't have one coz i aint trying 2 give hime no kiss of death!so i go to the swimming pool that now looks like some nasty scene from a horror movie coz of all the screaming kids and their the pregnant mothers who feel the need to talk to u about getting knocked-up by "my lovely" husband and so makes it her mission to chat up the lifegaurd for me like i asked!i wouldn't let him gurd me sandwich let alone my life.then ofcourse theres the showers which when u walk in u dont know if u jus had a heart attacke or have jus gone blind coz or all the old ladies walking around in the nude!u jus wanna shout at them "lady it aint alright 2 do it at home,it alright here" come on!

so thats why i dont go to the gym and im all of a sudden not thinking about how out of shape i am.coz i went to my doctor i said im worried about my health what should i do?he said its o.k jus do something that gets u a little out of breath each day so i took up smoking again fuck it.!