Sex boi,
Welcome to SGC once again and I have to say that I admire the fact that you are doing your own little research, which is very valuable not only to you, but to all of us, hence the reason we are here.
What you have described is what a lot of the people I have spoken with have experienced in different stages of their sexual explorations while to some it is an ever present issue.
People have different opinions whether one is born gay or influenced by the environments they are living in, a matter that I am not an expert to validate one and to dismiss the other.
The people I have spoken with so far had different experiences which simple mirrors how human beings are unique in their nature.
Some told me that they knew it from a very young age, an experience which they merely described ‘knowing the sense of being different’, while others discovered in their teens, twenties, thirties or late in their life.
The most difficult for gay people in the world although the degree of acceptance differs depending where they are on the globe, is that they are exposed to experience internal conflicts which is mainly caused by social attitudes towards homosexuality and fuelled by religious _script_s (depending who is doing the interpertations).
The good thing is that attitudes are however changing although very slow and still in many parts of the world hard punishments to many gays is part of their everyday realities.
As result, this leads people to use different sort of defence mechanism in order to cope with the pressure and the demands of the society. To escape some go as far as establishing a family and everything that goes with it, some in between, while others irrespectively lead full gay life.
Hopefully in this discussion we might have an opportunity to hear how others are dealing with these demands and where they are in their journey.
Discussion continues...........
